Majestic
I can't believe the last time I posted in here was 2013.
I never realised that was the last time I was with someone new.
I never realised how much time has passed since I "changed". And how much I've changed since this time. I don't even know where he is right now, but I still credit Jenkins with giving me a bit of his mojo. I hope he's well. Knowing him, I'm sure he is.
This is all so new, in so many different ways. I don't want to make the same mistakes. I can already feel the self-doubt, the worry, bubbling up. Every misstep in words, every glimpse of weakness, I'm scared will reveal how little I feel I deserve him.
And he seems so perfect right now; it's got to be that honeymoon phase. It's cliched to say it, but I've never felt this way before. This difference in object is making my singleness of passion crazy intense.
I'm sorry I butchered your quote, Mr. Wilde. I'm that much in love. :P
I better stop before I get too cheesy about it.
It may already be too late.
I think I just wanted to leave a breadcrumb here.
So I can remember how it all started.
No matter how it ends.
I never realised that was the last time I was with someone new.
I never realised how much time has passed since I "changed". And how much I've changed since this time. I don't even know where he is right now, but I still credit Jenkins with giving me a bit of his mojo. I hope he's well. Knowing him, I'm sure he is.
This is all so new, in so many different ways. I don't want to make the same mistakes. I can already feel the self-doubt, the worry, bubbling up. Every misstep in words, every glimpse of weakness, I'm scared will reveal how little I feel I deserve him.
And he seems so perfect right now; it's got to be that honeymoon phase. It's cliched to say it, but I've never felt this way before. This difference in object is making my singleness of passion crazy intense.
I'm sorry I butchered your quote, Mr. Wilde. I'm that much in love. :P
I better stop before I get too cheesy about it.
It may already be too late.
I think I just wanted to leave a breadcrumb here.
So I can remember how it all started.
No matter how it ends.