BF...F?...
It's the beginning of December and it makes me very sad that it will be my first holiday season in almost 10 years that I won't be participating in any Christmas festivities with Keith and his family.
I haven't been his gf for a very long time, but I always considered the Alexanders family to me. They've shown me so much more encouragement and love than some of my own blood-relatives. But I have no place with them. I have no real connection to them anymore. Keith hasn't spoken to me on a personal level in months and Cody...well, I'm just sad that his gf couldn't learn to communicate better.
It's unfortunate that in the grand scheme of things, it doesn't matter how close you are to someone, you are only a place holder. It's much easier to ditch a person you're not sleeping with.
I miss spending time with his parents. They were always so genuinely happy to see me.
I don't feel at home with my family. I always felt at home with his. I miss that so much.
I haven't been his gf for a very long time, but I always considered the Alexanders family to me. They've shown me so much more encouragement and love than some of my own blood-relatives. But I have no place with them. I have no real connection to them anymore. Keith hasn't spoken to me on a personal level in months and Cody...well, I'm just sad that his gf couldn't learn to communicate better.
It's unfortunate that in the grand scheme of things, it doesn't matter how close you are to someone, you are only a place holder. It's much easier to ditch a person you're not sleeping with.
I miss spending time with his parents. They were always so genuinely happy to see me.
I don't feel at home with my family. I always felt at home with his. I miss that so much.