No really, I should. It's 5:05 am in my timezone and I have to be up by at least 10... which is early for me considering I sleep in til at least noon on good days. (If anyone is curious: I have to drive my mom and the dog to the vet for his appointment and then we have to take him home and then my mom has a doctor's appointment that I have to drive her to and from... joy.)
But I can't sleep because I'm reading a really, really good fanfic. It's an eventual Kirk/Spock fic called
Home that was recommended by someone over at
ontd_startrek (Yeah, yeah; I know you guys are probably getting tired of hearing about that comm, but it's a wonderful place and everyone is so nice and I feel welcome and loved by these complete strangers and I love it.) Anyway, I opened it in a seperate tab out of curiousityand finally started reading it around 2am, which turned out to be a mistake on my part. I'm hooked. I can't stop reading. For the love of christ, it's the best fanfic I've read in a while.
But promoting that fic isn't the reason I posted, oh no. It seems liek it because of how I rambled, but hey, when I'm exhausted I tend to ramble. I'm amazed I managed to get good grades on all those papers I wrote last minute in the wee hours of the morning while doped up on energy drinks and jelly beans. But I digress. Again.
I just wanted to post this, because it's a simple message that I just can't convey enough to those of you on my flist:
Just think about it during the day when you think life just plain sucks. Knowing some strangers on this vast interwebs love me is enough to help me make it through rough spots and maybe it will do the same for you. And maybe, just maybe, it'll make you smile. <3
Love ya, mean it,
DPAK