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avatar_kinkmeme. Anon requested Bato/Hakoda, blinfolds, friends with benefits and I couldn't resist.
Title: None
Rating: R
Character(s)/Pairing: Bato/Hakoda
Summary: Bato thought it was a good idea at the time.
Warning: Male/male, oral, and angst.
“You don’t have to do this.”
“I know.” Bato pressed a kiss against his friend’s cheek as he finished tying the blindfold. He noticed how the chief trembled slightly- nervous and unsure. If he didn’t relax, this would be pointless. “Hakoda… It’s okay. Remember what I told you?”
Hakoda nodded, trying to calm his racing heart. Bato had approached him earlier with the subject; he almost surprised himself when he had agreed to it.
“It’s been three years, Hakoda…”
“Don’t remind me.”
There was a tense pause before Bato broke the silence. “It’s no excuse to ignore your needs.”
Hakoda gave the man a questioning look, earning a modest blush from his companion.
“A man can only get so much satisfaction from his hand…” Bato trailed off.
“Are you suggesting I sleep with one of the village’s women?” There was a tinge of sad anger in the Chief’s question. Sleeping with another woman so soon after Kya’s death seemed to betray her memory.
“Not at all..” Bato shook his head.
“Then what are you saying?”
“…I could…” He turned his gaze to another portion of the tent, away from Hakoda’s steady stare. “I could help you…”
Bato could feel Hakoda staring at him in shock.
“I’m not Kya… But if you‘re unable to see me, you can pretend I‘m her…” Bato sighed, feeling a bit like a kicked wolf seal pup. He hadn’t been rejected yet, but he could feel it looming just beyond his ken. “But only if you want me to…”
Bato didn’t dare kiss him on the mouth; he knew his lips were far too chapped from harsh ocean winds to come close to how soft and supple Kya’s must have been. He didn’t want to risk breaking the illusion and scaring his friend off before he even started- even to the point that he kept his gloves on to avoid Hakoda feeling his calloused fingers brushing over his skin.
Doubt began to creep into his mind as he loosened the belt of his friend’s tunic; he almost felt like he was taking advantage of the chief. He spread the tunic open, trailing a hand over well-defined muscles; he couldn’t help but smile at the way Hakoda groaned and shuddered at such a simple action.
He felt a sick wave of pleasure rush over him as he hooked his fingers inside Hakoda’s pants, pulling them down a little slower than necessary as he knelt before his friend. He quickly tugged off his gloves, wrapping a hand around Hakoda’s barely erect member, stroking it gently. His other hand slid down to cup the balls, fondling them teasingly.
Hakoda felt his breath hitch as his member received such delicate attention. At first he had doubted he’d be able to clear out the idea that his closest friend was servicing him, but the blindfold proved effective. As the hands, calloused as they may be, worked him to a full hard-on, his mind drifted into not-so distant memories of Kya performing very similar acts. He couldn’t hold back the pleased moan that escaped his parted lips as he felt a very light kiss being placed against the head of his penis.
Bato took the noise as an encouragement to move on, parting his lips to take the erection slowly into his mouth. He licked the underside of the shaft just as slowly, savoring the slightly salty taste of his partner.
“Ahh-h! S-spirits…” Hakoda groaned as his length was engulfed in the warm, wet cavern. He reached down as he felt the need to hold on to SOMETHING, placing his hands behind the other’s head, hands clenching silky brown hair; this was just as mind-blowing as he remembered. His grip only tightened as the mouth around his cock moved back, that teasing tongue swirling around the head before the mouth slid back down.
Bato enjoyed hearing the pleasured sounds the chief made as he sucked, though Hakoda’s hands were pulling a little too harshly on his hair. He settled into a comfortable pace: one that wasn’t so slow that Hakoda would grow impatient, but also not one so fast that he would orgasm to quickly. He was growing painfully aware of his own throbbing hard-on, but he would take care of it later; right now all that mattered was taking care of his friend. His needs could wait. He wasn’t about to force Hakoda to return the favor. Maybe one day they could reach a point where this was a mutual experience, but not today.
Hakoda began to buck his hips in time with the bobbing head; he felt his muscles coil and tense up after what seemed like an eternity and he knew release was near. “Nngh- fu--ck… K-Kya…”
Bato didn’t have time for the pain of being called Kya to sink in as the chief shot his load into his mouth. He nearly gagged at first, but quickly recovered and swallowed the cum before milking the wilting member of every drop. A strange bittersweet taste was left in his mouth as he pulled away from Hakoda’s groin, the hands in his hair having already loosened themselves and fallen almost limply to his friend’s sides. He glanced up at the chief for the first time since he had started giving him head and instantly wished he hadn’t. Tears snuck out from underneath the blindfold, trailing down his friend’s cheeks.
Hakoda wasn’t sure when he began crying; all he knew was that after reaching his climax, his realistic illusion shattered. His body trembled of it’s own accord as reality set back in. Kya wasn’t here; she never would be again. He felt Bato’s arms wrap around him, felt him bury his face into the crook of his neck.
“I’m sorry.” It had been a bad idea; he should have known better. Until Hakoda could fully let go of Kya, there was no way he could ever desire Bato the way Bato desired him. He felt tears threatening to pour out as well as he came to the realization that his desire for Hakoda to want him was just as much an illusion as the one he had just set up for Hakoda.