Dear Wildheart
*sigh* i hate things. i hate how it's hard for people to understand things.... like why i do some things. i'm really not THAT selfish! i promise! maybe you'll understand sometime... i just don't ever EVER wish this upon you. i know that some people are all, "if they did this to me i hope they get a taste of their own medicine!" but not with this. i hope that you don't get this stress put on your life. i'm sorry that things had to happen this way-but really it's all for the better. trust me. maybe you didn't see all the warning signs that i put out in front of you... but you should have. and any person that was looking would have seen them too. some of your actions are just NOT what friends do. some of the things you say really hurt me- i may seem like i'm tough as nails, but really i'm as brittle as a potato chip. i don't deal with stress well at all... not at all. you should know this. you of all people should know this.