TACOS!
I started the evil satan pills again, and it's making my appetite go away. I'm down to 1000-1200 calories a day, and it's not like it's even hard to accomplish.
Fucking yay.
Other than that, same old shit. Chad hasn't called me in two days, like usual, and he probably won't see me for another week since I'm going to Whidbey Island this weekend. I find it hard to believe he cares.
I've seemed to kill all major feelings for friends and Chad. I still love them, but they just aren't getting to me anymore. Honestly, I'm not even scared to move now. I have nothing here, nobody really gives a shit about me, so moving 40-60 minutes away isn't freaking me out anymore. Maybe I can start new without this bad reputation haunting me. I really hope I move somewhere where NOBODY knows me, because I am so sick of people assuming things about me.
Especially with the whole drug/eating disorder issue. :\
Fucking yay.
Other than that, same old shit. Chad hasn't called me in two days, like usual, and he probably won't see me for another week since I'm going to Whidbey Island this weekend. I find it hard to believe he cares.
I've seemed to kill all major feelings for friends and Chad. I still love them, but they just aren't getting to me anymore. Honestly, I'm not even scared to move now. I have nothing here, nobody really gives a shit about me, so moving 40-60 minutes away isn't freaking me out anymore. Maybe I can start new without this bad reputation haunting me. I really hope I move somewhere where NOBODY knows me, because I am so sick of people assuming things about me.
Especially with the whole drug/eating disorder issue. :\