What makes happiness
I m such a fucking headcase. Fucking lost from all hell. Dont have a clue anymore. Why does everything have to be soooo fucked up. Why cant it be like it was way back in the day. No worries no true problems?? I miss the old days.
I m starting to miss high school. I thought i would never say that. I miss my friends. The way me and michelle used to be The way me and kyle used to be. I miss seeing cassie everyday at school. Band too. FUCKING GROWING UP SUCKS BALLS!!!!! I should just say fuck it and join the army or some shit. theres nothing here for me in hamilton anymore. Just about everyone i care about is gone. I m lost. i ran into a dead end. I dont know what to do with myself. Every time i think i found where i want to go i change my mind or its something i cant do. FUCK.... Why the fuck cant thing just work the way you want them to.
I m starting to miss high school. I thought i would never say that. I miss my friends. The way me and michelle used to be The way me and kyle used to be. I miss seeing cassie everyday at school. Band too. FUCKING GROWING UP SUCKS BALLS!!!!! I should just say fuck it and join the army or some shit. theres nothing here for me in hamilton anymore. Just about everyone i care about is gone. I m lost. i ran into a dead end. I dont know what to do with myself. Every time i think i found where i want to go i change my mind or its something i cant do. FUCK.... Why the fuck cant thing just work the way you want them to.