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Well, everyone knows about alex now. At the first show, he still got to march with us and play and all. It was so cool! he stayed the night over the weekend. He and Drew went to a baseball thing yesterday. I love it at the high school. I have a boyfriend now and I am happy as can be. His name is Chris. He is in Marching Band too! He plays the Trombone. He's so sweet. Melissa and Samie talked and Melissa told me that they think my thinking of love is pathetic. I think Melissa is starting to ditch me all the time just so she can hang out with Samie. She's really getting on my nerves. I asked Doug out. He told me no but I am kinda glad that he did cuz my mom would kill me if I dated a senior, at least I think she might. I dunno if Doug and I are friends but I think we are. I thought we were to begin with. I know a junior that said he was starting to like me. I won't tell who. He knows who he is and thats all that matters. Well, I hope he knows who he is. I am so glad that Chad Michael Murray and Sophia Bush are ingaged! They are so cool! I still think that Melissa and Samie are planning to ditch me or something. It's like Melissa just went out and got a new best friend and threw her old one out the door like a toy or something. I feel used. I don't know why. I feel like a person that was so high on the friend wheel and then something happens and BOOM! straigh to the bottom I go. What if I lose all my friends? What if I lose it all? Ten years of friends straight down the drain. Could this be the end? Well, if I lose Melissa and Samie I'll still have my other friends and my boyfriend right? I need answers very badly!