the worst day of my life
Have I done something wrong? Did I do something so horrible to deserve this. It sure seems like I have because yestrday was the worst day of my life. If anybody remembers on my other journals I had to puppies, daisy and bo. Remember I said daisy got ranover, well the same thing happened to bo. I really don't know how I am going to get over this. With daisy I didn't see anything I just heard about it. But you know what is much worse, seeing it happen. I got back from school and I was going to leash bo up at grand's where I don't have to worry about him. Well so much for that. The dogs were chasing the neighbor's dog across the road and a car was coming. The lady was honking her horn but bo is so little and he was confused he ran underneath the car while all the other dogs went the other way.(sigh)If only he would have went the other way he would be here today. But you know what made it worse, I went over to pick him up because he wasn't dead and he was twitching his head. I picked him up and I was holding him like a baby and he was just looking at me and he was twitching. Then I felt of his heart and I could feel it and I was yelling "don't die bo please don't die" I mean I had already lost one of my puppies. Bo had internal bleeding because of the car and I felt of his heart again but this time there was no heart beat. Then I knew I had lost my other baby. Cody came out there and I hugged him. I just sat down and held him for a while. I didn't want to let him go. Then Mom came out there and she was crying with me. We buried him momentarily later and earlier today I went and put flowers on his grave.To whom ever is reading this if you have a dog don't take him or her for granted because you never know if they'll be there the next day.