Just to ket you know...

[bandgeek785]

Just to let you know...

It feels good to let you go.
To look at your picture and not feel anger anymore.
To listen to those songs I once related to.
And just think of it as a memory of fleeing emotions.
An emotion I didn’t want to go through.
My fear to involve you in my life turned to be valid after all.
I’m glad I pursued anyway because I learned a lesson.
When you ignored me I learned to stand on my own two feet.
It turned out for the best.
Maybe there will be a set-back.
Thanks to you, maybe next time I will get butterflies in my stomach after seeing a certain someone smile.
Maybe now I’ll fear a reoccurrence of you and me.
Maybe you’ll make me miss out.
Maybe because I’m determined to not let you ruin this for me.
Maybe now I’ll get what I want.
Maybe I’ll find a guy who will take the time to teach me to not be afraid.
And maybe I’ll know he is the one.
I forgive you, just so you know.
Even though there might not be an apology.
Even though you’re probably oblivious.
Even though what you did might not be a ‘big deal’ for you.
I forgive you.
I forgive you.
I forgive you.
It is over.
I’ll get those little pangs to want to see you again.
But I know they will soon fade and dull like the anger once present.
I’ll look at you and this time, I’ll hug you and be happy to see you.
I forgive you.
If you look back you won’t see me.
Don’t wonder where I am.
Just look ahead, I’m in front of you now.
And I’m more than okay.