Sep 14, 2006 20:56
Oh, man.
Ashley, you're going through some heavy stuff.
And none of it is your fault. And as much as you wish otherwise, there's nothing you can do to change it. The only thing you have controll over is whether this breaks you or makes you stronger.
Please use this to make you stronger.
It sounds all "deep" and stuff, but I believe that God makes everything happen for a reason. I believe that He is putting this experience in your life to make you stronger, and bring you closer to Him. Use it to rely on Him with all your heart, soul, and strength. You'll be amazed at what He can do.
And as always, if you need anything, I'm here for you. No matter what.
And if you wanna start coming to church with me, that's cool.
I've been looking for a friend to come with me for a while anyway.
In other news... School is not easy. But nobody ever said it would be.
I'm single, as usual, and....... I dunno.
I haven't been myself for the past few days. I've been kinda quiet and disconnected. And it's starting to scare me. I don't know what's wrong. I just..... I guess I'm not so into it anymore. And don't ask me what "it" is, because I couldn't tell you. I'm having a hard time understanding this.
I reallllllyy hope it's just temporary.
Maybe my hormones are waging war or something.
We'll go with that.
OK. I must be going.
Loves!