It keeps going on, and on, and on...
*Sighhhhh*
. . . . . .
I really don't like being single anymore. My mom says that I'm still not ready for another boyfriend, but it's been FOUR MONTHS! I think I'm ready. I just don't know who for.
Like, I don't even have anyone in mind.
There's Ryan O'Rear, but I always feel like that's never going to go anywhere. I've liked him since freshman year, before I went out with Shaye. And... Things never went any farther than that one day in Kelsey's trailer, and that was on dares.
Ugh. Stupid boys. Need to get a clue.
Ed came to school today!!!
Haha. I got to touch his nipple.
EW!
I JUST WENT TO SECOND BASE WITH ED HANEY!!
lol.
About change: I HATE IT. Is that clear? Like, as unhappy as I was with Shaye (toward the end of the relationship), I knew that I loved him, and I was so comfortable with our relationship. I never wanted it to end, no matter how bad things got. It was what I was used to. But even outside of relationships. I just hate change.
BUT
There is one change we need to make. No more lunch in the band room. I think nutrition is fine since it's so short (and I work the student store three days a week) but we really need to get out. Even if we spend half of lunch in line for the caf. I'm just not as dazzled by being a band geek as I used to be. I know I wanna be a band geek for life, but that's not ALL I want to be. I want to be Brianna Woodard, the super-cool girl that everyone loves. Not Brianna Whats-her-face, that band geek girl.
Ugh. Practice tonight. I hope it's not too bad.
I'm really not in the mood to overexert myself.
Hmmmmmmmmm....
Ashley-- I love you more than anything. I'm so glad you're my friend, and that you'll love me forever. I'll always be here for you, no matter what. Single or not, best friends forever!
Aslin-- I MISS YOU!!!!! Waaaaaaahhhhh! I was thinking about Mandi's birthday party, when we were at golf and stuff. That was so fun. I really love you. And I miss you so much. I wish you never had to go, because everything is so empty without you.
OH!!!!!
EVERYONE WHO IS A GIRL THAT LOVES HOTT GUYS (that pretty much includes all of us) WATCH CHANNEL 71 TONIGHT AT 10:00 TO SEE THE HOTTEST GUY ON GOD'S GREEN EARTH!!!
Me + Nick Simmons = Forever.
For serious.
Loves!
. . . . . .
I really don't like being single anymore. My mom says that I'm still not ready for another boyfriend, but it's been FOUR MONTHS! I think I'm ready. I just don't know who for.
Like, I don't even have anyone in mind.
There's Ryan O'Rear, but I always feel like that's never going to go anywhere. I've liked him since freshman year, before I went out with Shaye. And... Things never went any farther than that one day in Kelsey's trailer, and that was on dares.
Ugh. Stupid boys. Need to get a clue.
Ed came to school today!!!
Haha. I got to touch his nipple.
EW!
I JUST WENT TO SECOND BASE WITH ED HANEY!!
lol.
About change: I HATE IT. Is that clear? Like, as unhappy as I was with Shaye (toward the end of the relationship), I knew that I loved him, and I was so comfortable with our relationship. I never wanted it to end, no matter how bad things got. It was what I was used to. But even outside of relationships. I just hate change.
BUT
There is one change we need to make. No more lunch in the band room. I think nutrition is fine since it's so short (and I work the student store three days a week) but we really need to get out. Even if we spend half of lunch in line for the caf. I'm just not as dazzled by being a band geek as I used to be. I know I wanna be a band geek for life, but that's not ALL I want to be. I want to be Brianna Woodard, the super-cool girl that everyone loves. Not Brianna Whats-her-face, that band geek girl.
Ugh. Practice tonight. I hope it's not too bad.
I'm really not in the mood to overexert myself.
Hmmmmmmmmm....
Ashley-- I love you more than anything. I'm so glad you're my friend, and that you'll love me forever. I'll always be here for you, no matter what. Single or not, best friends forever!
Aslin-- I MISS YOU!!!!! Waaaaaaahhhhh! I was thinking about Mandi's birthday party, when we were at golf and stuff. That was so fun. I really love you. And I miss you so much. I wish you never had to go, because everything is so empty without you.
OH!!!!!
EVERYONE WHO IS A GIRL THAT LOVES HOTT GUYS (that pretty much includes all of us) WATCH CHANNEL 71 TONIGHT AT 10:00 TO SEE THE HOTTEST GUY ON GOD'S GREEN EARTH!!!
Me + Nick Simmons = Forever.
For serious.
Loves!