it's been a while
Sorry for neglecting you lj I've been living it up in Twitterland and I've forgotten to update so here we go...
Went to San Diego for Matty's sister's wedding which was beautiful and the location was gorgeous. Bonded with his family and now I feel more comfortable around everyone.
Also my weird dreams have come back, but I can't remember half of them. I just know that all of them leave me in a weird mood.
I'm still looking for a job, but my laziness has overtaken my motivation. But I'm still optimistic.
For a few days now I've been thinking of giving up fish because I was watching Whale Wars the other day and they showed a whale being killed. It was one of the most depressing things I've ever seen via tv. It was harpooned and then shot to death. Horrible. Of course I don't eat whale and when most seafood is caught it's not tortured in that way, but I feel bad being selective. I may try the no fish lifestyle for a week and see how I fare, but I just feel bad. Also I just saw a baby lobster on Planet Green and it was adorable. Granted I don't eat lobster every day, but still the guilt thing comes back. The main thing that would hold me back from not eating fish is sushi. I just love it too damn much, but I'm still gonna try it for a week.
On a different note I've been wanting yet again my half sleeve and to get my gauges re-done. I wanted to get up to a 1/2 inch, but I think I'm only going to go up to a 0. Granted I need a job first, but it's still on my list. Also sometime soon I want to dye my hair a dark chocolate and maybe put some teal peekaboo's in my hair. I want my badass side back even though it wasn't that apparent to begin with haha.
All in all everything has been good. Matty and I have had our ups and downs, but we've worked thru them. The month and a half apart did help, but I don't think I could do that again haha. Next summer I'm going with him or at least visiting.
That's all for now. Later lj
Went to San Diego for Matty's sister's wedding which was beautiful and the location was gorgeous. Bonded with his family and now I feel more comfortable around everyone.
Also my weird dreams have come back, but I can't remember half of them. I just know that all of them leave me in a weird mood.
I'm still looking for a job, but my laziness has overtaken my motivation. But I'm still optimistic.
For a few days now I've been thinking of giving up fish because I was watching Whale Wars the other day and they showed a whale being killed. It was one of the most depressing things I've ever seen via tv. It was harpooned and then shot to death. Horrible. Of course I don't eat whale and when most seafood is caught it's not tortured in that way, but I feel bad being selective. I may try the no fish lifestyle for a week and see how I fare, but I just feel bad. Also I just saw a baby lobster on Planet Green and it was adorable. Granted I don't eat lobster every day, but still the guilt thing comes back. The main thing that would hold me back from not eating fish is sushi. I just love it too damn much, but I'm still gonna try it for a week.
On a different note I've been wanting yet again my half sleeve and to get my gauges re-done. I wanted to get up to a 1/2 inch, but I think I'm only going to go up to a 0. Granted I need a job first, but it's still on my list. Also sometime soon I want to dye my hair a dark chocolate and maybe put some teal peekaboo's in my hair. I want my badass side back even though it wasn't that apparent to begin with haha.
All in all everything has been good. Matty and I have had our ups and downs, but we've worked thru them. The month and a half apart did help, but I don't think I could do that again haha. Next summer I'm going with him or at least visiting.
That's all for now. Later lj