friday the 13th
The other night I had yet another dream. I was one of the housewives of orange county and then I was part of T.I's road to redemption, but then the next minute I was watching it. Weird.
On another note babysis is back home. I feel for her and I know she'll be okay because she's a strong female, but being the older sister I want to punch him in the face. Obviously I'm not going to because he's not a horrible person, but when someone you care about so much is heartbroken it puts you in defense mode.
On a different subject Matty and my four month was on Tuesday. It honestly amazes me that meeting in a bar which I thought was a one night stand could lead to this. I love this feeling, but as usual I always have this fear in the back of my head of everything crashing and burning. I'm definitely not as worried as I have been about past relationships because it just feels different, but my karma count always looms over me. For now I'm just smiling and like the beginning taking it day by day.
For Valentine's Day/Matty's birthday I'm making him a heart shaped cheesecake pie. It's a corny gift, but it's coming from the heart so I hope he likes it. I honestly think that these many years of single gal V-Day's have killed it for me because I don't really care if we do anything romantic or not, but the girl in me would like it. I'm not expecting anything and I'll just be happy spending the day with my baby :]
I guess ending this entry I love you babysis and I know you'll get through this. To Kristi's family and friends I'm sorry for your loss, but I know you'll all support each other and let her optimistic spirit live in your hearts.
loves
On another note babysis is back home. I feel for her and I know she'll be okay because she's a strong female, but being the older sister I want to punch him in the face. Obviously I'm not going to because he's not a horrible person, but when someone you care about so much is heartbroken it puts you in defense mode.
On a different subject Matty and my four month was on Tuesday. It honestly amazes me that meeting in a bar which I thought was a one night stand could lead to this. I love this feeling, but as usual I always have this fear in the back of my head of everything crashing and burning. I'm definitely not as worried as I have been about past relationships because it just feels different, but my karma count always looms over me. For now I'm just smiling and like the beginning taking it day by day.
For Valentine's Day/Matty's birthday I'm making him a heart shaped cheesecake pie. It's a corny gift, but it's coming from the heart so I hope he likes it. I honestly think that these many years of single gal V-Day's have killed it for me because I don't really care if we do anything romantic or not, but the girl in me would like it. I'm not expecting anything and I'll just be happy spending the day with my baby :]
I guess ending this entry I love you babysis and I know you'll get through this. To Kristi's family and friends I'm sorry for your loss, but I know you'll all support each other and let her optimistic spirit live in your hearts.
loves