last week
Was honestly therapy for my heart. It was good seeing everyone I haven't seen for a while and actually getting out of hermit life, but I fear I may go back. One because I just "ended" things with someone and two because he's going to be here in a few days and I don't want to see him. My heart's pretty much broken and I need to focus on this job plus finding a another one since it's only part time. Or finding myself a full timer.
Thursday I am going out to drink away my sorrows and be support for a friend. So I may not revert back into hermit mode, but I don't want to drink 24/7 or every weekend like before. I like losing weight because I'm not drinking and not making bad decsions. We'll see what plays out.
I just wish I hadn't "ended" things, but in the long run it's for the best and if it's meant to be then it'll happen.
Thursday I am going out to drink away my sorrows and be support for a friend. So I may not revert back into hermit mode, but I don't want to drink 24/7 or every weekend like before. I like losing weight because I'm not drinking and not making bad decsions. We'll see what plays out.
I just wish I hadn't "ended" things, but in the long run it's for the best and if it's meant to be then it'll happen.