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I miss you so fucking much!!! I feel when I flirt with other guys I'm cheating, but I know I'm not because we're not together and we never established that we were when you left. We've actually never had that talk. It's just I'm trying to be open and meet new guys to get over you, but when it comes down to it I like and miss you too much to persue anyone or have anyone persue me. I'll flirt and they'll flirt back, but it's just not the same. No one compares not even said guy. I just want you to be home already so we can catch up and see what's going on. I'm not expecting fireworks or anything special I just want to see you. I'm wishing for something that will never happen, but I just miss you. AZ isn't the same without you.