the reason
So Erica brought it to my attention of why a single girl in her 20's has a hard time finding a guy. It's because the majority of them aren't looking for a gf or if they are they're all turned off by the psycho girls. Which the main reason a girl is psycho is because they've been fucked over royally by the guys who don't want gf's in their 20's so they break up with them leaving the girl heart broken and fucked up. Then the alternative is the nice 20 something guy, but they turn out to be creepy. Now obviously this doesn't apply to everyone and some girls are just psycho in general, but it does explain the reason why I'm having a hard time finding a worthwhile time. I know it's going to take some time and I do need to meet new people, but the guys I've been meeting lately or the only ones hollering are the drunk I'm horny guys. And guys at parties don't talk to me because I'm sober. Don't get me wrong I love the I'm drunk and horny guys when I'm in that mindset, but I'm backing away from those. I guess it just means they're not worthwhile or they're just not into me. Either way it's going to take a lot of time and patience, but the worthwile stuff always does. I also need time to myself to find my confidence again so I won't have to rely on a man to be happy. I should be happy on my own as well as with someone else. Basically I'm just ready to be my old self again.