May 02, 2008 12:45
Are better than yours.
I'm ready for Babysis to see Iowa. To be around a different crowd and experience bar life! It'll be a good escape for her and me :]
The funny thing is I'm more excited to see everyone else and not Jordan. I think it's because shit isn't the same. It's getting down to the boiling point, in a sense. April was a turning point for us and it didn't really end well. It kind of made things awkward. Well at least for me. So May is a time for us both to figure shit out and have our own lives. Then when June comes we'll talk and see what's going on, but I already have a sense of what the conclusion is going to be.
This shit always happens when it's nearing the end, but I have to bein the mindset of "If it's meant to be it'll happen. If not then I'll have to let it go and move on." But I did find out his point of view and it reassured me a bit sort of. It kind of clashes with my point of view, but like I said we'll see how May goes and what June has to offer.
May is going to be for me. To get my ass back into gear and focus on my responsibilities.