Shiz~~the good and bad
Well, I haven't really updated in awhile, so I guess this may just be a listing entry but, whatever. So some things are going totally well, and the rest has gone to hell, which totally sucks.
So the bad stuff, since the good may cheer someone (at least) up. Well, my aunt probably has another tumor, this time we think it is in her ear canal/brain, and she won't do anything about it. I hate that I know this is probably going to be the last Easter I will get to share with her, but I am so glad that it will be the specialist one, because I am becoming a catholic, the first one to become any religion of my or my parents generation. My nana won't even speak to me anymore. I have no idea why, but all I know is that if she is here for my bday, then I will be pissed, cuz she will ruin it, in some way, shape or form. It kinda pisses me off that my mom said absolutely nothing when nana and papa brought up the subject on Friday just after we got in to TN. I was seriously ready to up and leave when they started talking about it, and then when we got home last night and mom and dad were talking about it. My parents and I are also in a fight, which seems to be like literally every other frickin hour of the day lately. Seriously, I am considering not ever seeing or talking to them after I am through with college and moved to somewhere over 800 miles away. Forget that, maybe I will just put myself through college. Its been done before, why can't I do that? My family has never been close-knit at all anyways, so I really don't think they would even care.
The good stuff, well, is just that, good. I made it into Wind Ensemble, right now, 1st chair bass clarinet. I am so incrediably happy about that. I am doing fairly well in my classes, which is actually scary because I have an A in four of my classes and that never happens. I got to go to the cathedral downtown earlier this month, and I think that was one of the best things I ever did, and I have not done many good things, or at least that my family/I don't think are good things. I am also so happy that I only have another month and two days before I become fully catholic. I am so EXCITED. I love church, I love class, this is one of the best decisions I have ever made too, and I am not afraid to go to the highest mountain and scream it to the world either.
Anyways, thanks for reading.
<3 me
So the bad stuff, since the good may cheer someone (at least) up. Well, my aunt probably has another tumor, this time we think it is in her ear canal/brain, and she won't do anything about it. I hate that I know this is probably going to be the last Easter I will get to share with her, but I am so glad that it will be the specialist one, because I am becoming a catholic, the first one to become any religion of my or my parents generation. My nana won't even speak to me anymore. I have no idea why, but all I know is that if she is here for my bday, then I will be pissed, cuz she will ruin it, in some way, shape or form. It kinda pisses me off that my mom said absolutely nothing when nana and papa brought up the subject on Friday just after we got in to TN. I was seriously ready to up and leave when they started talking about it, and then when we got home last night and mom and dad were talking about it. My parents and I are also in a fight, which seems to be like literally every other frickin hour of the day lately. Seriously, I am considering not ever seeing or talking to them after I am through with college and moved to somewhere over 800 miles away. Forget that, maybe I will just put myself through college. Its been done before, why can't I do that? My family has never been close-knit at all anyways, so I really don't think they would even care.
The good stuff, well, is just that, good. I made it into Wind Ensemble, right now, 1st chair bass clarinet. I am so incrediably happy about that. I am doing fairly well in my classes, which is actually scary because I have an A in four of my classes and that never happens. I got to go to the cathedral downtown earlier this month, and I think that was one of the best things I ever did, and I have not done many good things, or at least that my family/I don't think are good things. I am also so happy that I only have another month and two days before I become fully catholic. I am so EXCITED. I love church, I love class, this is one of the best decisions I have ever made too, and I am not afraid to go to the highest mountain and scream it to the world either.
Anyways, thanks for reading.
<3 me