HELP ME!!!
i'm sick of being USED!!! god i fall for it EVERY TIME...baby i love you......CRAP!!! and I KNOW IT IS!!! but i'm stupid and keep going back to him! i know what kind of person he can be and that makes letting go even harder!! he just gets in these moods where he's a complete ASS!!! buut other times he's not...and when we break up...a few days later he calls me and starts crying "baby i want you back, baby i miss you, baby please!!" and i fall for it...i'm so FUCKING STUPID FOR IT!i want to stop but it's too hard. and he knows that he can play with my emotions, he did it last night. he would get really mad at me, then "i love you, please kiss me, i want to see you tomorrow" then he would turn mean again. is this payback for something?! i don't know what i did?! he gets so mad that i talk to david, yet he talks to other girls :'( i HATe IT, so he said he would give them up if i gave him up...and i did. but it was yet again ANOTHER LIE!! i don't know what to do anymore... i feel like crap and i just want to leave and NEVER COME BACK...my friend chri tried to help, but only made it worse. and it just hurts to know that you're not loved anymore :'( GOD I NEED HELP!!!!! SOMEONE PLEASE!!!! just not the SAME CRAP THAT I HEAR!!! (just get over him, you see what he's doing just stop) WELL I CAN'T JUST STOP!!! people he's all i've known for A YEAR!!!! he was my life for the whole school year!!! i want to hate him so bad...but i can't!!! GOD SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME!!!