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[bandgeek111]

well, the greenday/my chemical romance concert is gunna start in about 45 minutes and im not goin. it sucks real bad. i found these really awesome shoes that im gonna wear tomorrow. they're high heel and red and orange. quite funny actually. i can finally get my permit and if everything goes well and im not lazy, then i'll have my liscense in a year. everybody is gettin there liscense this fall so i wont have to ride the bus anymore (like maria).yey. my sister didnt know what 4-20 was until this morning. thats really sad. liz is back and thats kool. haha. progress reports dont come out until may 3rd and 4th so i have to find some way to convince my mom that im doin better in english before i can actually do sonethin again. well i went to the mall on saturday but thats it. shes gonna take me shoppin for a lot of stuff so i guess thats pretty kool but i miss rachel and russ and michele. theres so much skool work to do. i wanna do good this quarter except in band cuz she can kiss my ass! well, i think thats it. im gonna go take a shower cuz i look like shit! yey for me!-jenn

Oh, how I wish that they would last
Moments of peace that just slip through me so fast
Just when I think that they are gonna stay
Everything inside me just starts fading away

Sometimes it seems like all I hope for
Just gets thrown down on the floor
And then it seems like you don't love me anymore
Sometimes I wish that I could run away
Sometimes I wish I just had something to say

He looks at me and doesn't know the words to say
But it's not you, I just don't feel quite right today
All these things I say and do were never planned
But how the fuck am I supposed to make you understand that