My Starting Point
im so desperate for attention.
i thought having money would hide it but i was wrong.
it only makes me want it more. i feel helpless, not in the "im going to kill myself" way
just... i feel alone. i hide it when i have to though, which i find helps a bit.
time is passing by fast and im afraid of the future. life is slipping by and haven't the slightest idea on how to change it.
i must keep trying at least. i have to keep working on myself before anything.
im as empty as this glass is next to me. something must fill this void. i know what i want.
problem is it won't. i need someone to fill this void. problem is they won't. which is why i must fix myself.
ya-da ya-da ya-da... feeling sorry for myself... ya-da ya-da ya-da... same old story, THE END.
off to go drown myself with self-loathing. jk, maybe not to that extreme. just need to find someone. wouldn't life be a bit easier if everyone had that special someone? or would the whole world end because there was no more pain?
kind of ironic, the whole world ends simply because everyone's happy. i guess we shall see now wont we?
25 is the magic number for me. i want my life to start from there, whether it be a marriage, kids, whatever life brings that's my starting point.
i thought having money would hide it but i was wrong.
it only makes me want it more. i feel helpless, not in the "im going to kill myself" way
just... i feel alone. i hide it when i have to though, which i find helps a bit.
time is passing by fast and im afraid of the future. life is slipping by and haven't the slightest idea on how to change it.
i must keep trying at least. i have to keep working on myself before anything.
im as empty as this glass is next to me. something must fill this void. i know what i want.
problem is it won't. i need someone to fill this void. problem is they won't. which is why i must fix myself.
ya-da ya-da ya-da... feeling sorry for myself... ya-da ya-da ya-da... same old story, THE END.
off to go drown myself with self-loathing. jk, maybe not to that extreme. just need to find someone. wouldn't life be a bit easier if everyone had that special someone? or would the whole world end because there was no more pain?
kind of ironic, the whole world ends simply because everyone's happy. i guess we shall see now wont we?
25 is the magic number for me. i want my life to start from there, whether it be a marriage, kids, whatever life brings that's my starting point.