No sense at ALL..
Haven't updated in a long ass time. Where in ther hell has this year gone? Seems like yesterday i was looking for my english class and now im trying to get out of it. So far this year has been an eye opener, some of it good some bad and some that doesnt make sense at all. i would say that a lot of it was bad, with the whole district shit i had to put up with, and something that i dont like to talk about out loud. im sitting here and im thinking of all the moments i had throughout this year and nothing comes to mind. What has there been that has been what i would call the highlight of my smore year. How many times have i said this, i have given up on looking for her? so many times, its so fucking old, i dont need it and you dont like hearing about it so this should be the last time you see this. its the same crap over and over again, how boring. i hate talking about it but hey, it happens, She isnt real, thought she was, even thought i saw her in someone, but i was wrong. (Tear, Tear). Ya fucking right, who needs that crap in your life. Shes happy, im happy now, without her. I would love to blame all this on her, but... it was my fault, not anybody elses. i dont blame you, i dont need you, have fun with whoever you have, ggggg- Get yo ass out (Chappelle's Show). one of the many great things about the summer is that you can rebuild yourself, change. its what makes us human. I feel better having her out, not like she reads my crap, nothing was there, nothing will ever be there. too much crap to deal with, lets just be friends i have had a crappy year because of it. Make of it what you will. (It wasn't me it was him....) this is it for now. Til next time.