so long sweet summer.
And now it's time for my end of summer post. It has been quite the summer. I wouldn't trade any of it.
Graduation. Finally out of school. Its weird. I miss it.
So we went to cedar point a few times this summer. And by we, I mean P-bun, Ryan and I. Once we went with Ronnie, Ashley, and some others. That was fun ... Anyway, Then we went again with just P-bun, Ryan and I. That was pretty awesome. We have always gone together, everytime. Two of the coolest boys I will ever meet. I had a great time with both of them this summer. Oh yeah, Kevin was there too, but he worked there so he never got to experience the actual road trip part. I finally got used to sleeping in a car. Just a little hot though.
Speaking of the boys, I went to the drive-in about 300 times. Always on bargan nite of course. The last couple of times have been the best. When P-bun ran over the light post, and swinging on the swing set, and watching Ryan throw his shoes in front of the screen. Defanatly times I will never forget.
Then everything started to change. Fast. Ryan left for college. It was weird. It was harder than I thought. I never really realized how nice it was to have him around to talk to.
I finally started to realize how fast this summer was ending and how much I needed to cherish before everything was gone. Well it all happened so fast, i'm still dealing with it.
P-bun left yesterday. A year and a half of seeing him almost every single day, and now he moved away. I was an absolute wreck yesterday. All I wanted was to have him back. When it came time to go to bed, I couldn't fall asleep because I had gotten used to him sleeping next to me. By the end of the day my face was so puffy from crying all day I looked pretty rediculous. Then he called around midnite. It was so nice to hear his voice, I felt a thousand times better. Today its getting easier. I realize that nothing has really changed. The only difference is that I don't see him everyday. Yeah, its going to be hard, but I still feel the same. I can't speak for him, but I think he does too. We still talk a few times a day, and I am going to see him in a few weeks. He will be home for a weekend in October, not to mention every holiday. He will come home when he can, and I will go see him when I can. Things could be a whole lot worse.
I am working a whole lot now. Everyone is going back to school. I decided not to go this semester, so I am getting everyone's hours. Its pretty nice to keep myself busy, but I would rather be doing something else. But I defanatly need the hours. I could think of worse things to do with my time I suppose.
I guess that is the extent of my life right now. Pretty depressing, but what can you do.
Graduation. Finally out of school. Its weird. I miss it.
So we went to cedar point a few times this summer. And by we, I mean P-bun, Ryan and I. Once we went with Ronnie, Ashley, and some others. That was fun ... Anyway, Then we went again with just P-bun, Ryan and I. That was pretty awesome. We have always gone together, everytime. Two of the coolest boys I will ever meet. I had a great time with both of them this summer. Oh yeah, Kevin was there too, but he worked there so he never got to experience the actual road trip part. I finally got used to sleeping in a car. Just a little hot though.
Speaking of the boys, I went to the drive-in about 300 times. Always on bargan nite of course. The last couple of times have been the best. When P-bun ran over the light post, and swinging on the swing set, and watching Ryan throw his shoes in front of the screen. Defanatly times I will never forget.
Then everything started to change. Fast. Ryan left for college. It was weird. It was harder than I thought. I never really realized how nice it was to have him around to talk to.
I finally started to realize how fast this summer was ending and how much I needed to cherish before everything was gone. Well it all happened so fast, i'm still dealing with it.
P-bun left yesterday. A year and a half of seeing him almost every single day, and now he moved away. I was an absolute wreck yesterday. All I wanted was to have him back. When it came time to go to bed, I couldn't fall asleep because I had gotten used to him sleeping next to me. By the end of the day my face was so puffy from crying all day I looked pretty rediculous. Then he called around midnite. It was so nice to hear his voice, I felt a thousand times better. Today its getting easier. I realize that nothing has really changed. The only difference is that I don't see him everyday. Yeah, its going to be hard, but I still feel the same. I can't speak for him, but I think he does too. We still talk a few times a day, and I am going to see him in a few weeks. He will be home for a weekend in October, not to mention every holiday. He will come home when he can, and I will go see him when I can. Things could be a whole lot worse.
I am working a whole lot now. Everyone is going back to school. I decided not to go this semester, so I am getting everyone's hours. Its pretty nice to keep myself busy, but I would rather be doing something else. But I defanatly need the hours. I could think of worse things to do with my time I suppose.
I guess that is the extent of my life right now. Pretty depressing, but what can you do.