about that time for an update.
So this is officially hell week. I thought Thursday was going to be my only bad day. Boy, was I wrong.
Talked to my recruiter today. I am taking my test on Monday, then he is going to call me in early January so I can schedule a time to go to Lansing and take my physical. As of right now, looks like I am leaving sometime in September. Its kind of strange to think that I am finally moving away from home ... for good. I have talked about this forever, and now that it is going to happen I don't know what to think.
I can't sleep tonite, I guess I am just in one of those moods. Looks like KJ really will get her 3am phone call.
HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY AUSTIN!! We miss you.
Christmas dance last weekend was a good time. I would post a picture of me and my date, but considering the circumstances, I don't think that is such a great idea. Dinner at Ashley's house was good. I had a great time with everyone. We couldn't leave for the dance untill the boys finished watching some sports show. Figures. I danced with everyone there, and just had an awesome time. After the dance we all went back to Ashley's. It was actually kind of awkward, but it was still fun. I didn't go home untill almost 6. Then I had to get up like an hour later to go to church.
We finally got our christmas tree up and decorated yesterday. I love it. If you cross your eyes and look at the lights it makes it look 49 times cooler.
Somehow I thought my senior year would be different than all the other years. I thought that it would just be full of awesome times and good friends. Now I realize its just like every other year. Full of stupid drama and small fights. If you think about it we only have 9 more months together, then there is a good chance I won't see 99% of you ever again. I don't want these last few months to be full of fighting. I want to live in the moment, and have a great time with people I care about, and people that care about me. Everytime that it seems like things are finally going to work out, something ends up happening and another stupid fight comes up. I'm not sure what to do. Maybe just give up on the people I fight with?? But I don't want to do that, I care about them so much. I just wish they would believe me. I'm not ready to let this go. There is so much we have to do yet. Like dress up for no apparent reason and just randomly go to Chicago for dinner. I think I have just had a breakthrough. I need to make a phone call, but its defiantly too late. damn my awful timing.
My sister just called. Looks like the Metro died again. Shitty.
65 days untill Hawaii. Its going to be the best damn trip I have ever taken, guarenteed. I can't wait. But I need to come up with some serious cash money before the end of the year. Don't quite know how I am going to work this all out yet. Hopefully it will happen.
Well I think i've said just about all I can say for tonite. It is about that time.
Talked to my recruiter today. I am taking my test on Monday, then he is going to call me in early January so I can schedule a time to go to Lansing and take my physical. As of right now, looks like I am leaving sometime in September. Its kind of strange to think that I am finally moving away from home ... for good. I have talked about this forever, and now that it is going to happen I don't know what to think.
I can't sleep tonite, I guess I am just in one of those moods. Looks like KJ really will get her 3am phone call.
HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY AUSTIN!! We miss you.
Christmas dance last weekend was a good time. I would post a picture of me and my date, but considering the circumstances, I don't think that is such a great idea. Dinner at Ashley's house was good. I had a great time with everyone. We couldn't leave for the dance untill the boys finished watching some sports show. Figures. I danced with everyone there, and just had an awesome time. After the dance we all went back to Ashley's. It was actually kind of awkward, but it was still fun. I didn't go home untill almost 6. Then I had to get up like an hour later to go to church.
We finally got our christmas tree up and decorated yesterday. I love it. If you cross your eyes and look at the lights it makes it look 49 times cooler.
Somehow I thought my senior year would be different than all the other years. I thought that it would just be full of awesome times and good friends. Now I realize its just like every other year. Full of stupid drama and small fights. If you think about it we only have 9 more months together, then there is a good chance I won't see 99% of you ever again. I don't want these last few months to be full of fighting. I want to live in the moment, and have a great time with people I care about, and people that care about me. Everytime that it seems like things are finally going to work out, something ends up happening and another stupid fight comes up. I'm not sure what to do. Maybe just give up on the people I fight with?? But I don't want to do that, I care about them so much. I just wish they would believe me. I'm not ready to let this go. There is so much we have to do yet. Like dress up for no apparent reason and just randomly go to Chicago for dinner. I think I have just had a breakthrough. I need to make a phone call, but its defiantly too late. damn my awful timing.
My sister just called. Looks like the Metro died again. Shitty.
65 days untill Hawaii. Its going to be the best damn trip I have ever taken, guarenteed. I can't wait. But I need to come up with some serious cash money before the end of the year. Don't quite know how I am going to work this all out yet. Hopefully it will happen.
Well I think i've said just about all I can say for tonite. It is about that time.