Sep 06, 2009 07:56
So life is crazy and you don't know whats going to happen. Since Aj broke up with me I have been depressed. I had no motivation and pretty much survived on the hope that he would take me back because the whole thing was just a big misunderstanding. Big Mistake. So tried to move on and while I have no trouble getting a date I just couldn't follow through with the ones I'd set up. Until the other night. A guy ran into me and my friends that I actually knew through Aj and my friend Cecil on Thursday night. And I ended up spending the entire night with him getting to hang out and know him better. He is the first person I am actually interested in as more than just a distraction since Aj. AND OF COURSE he has no phone and I have no idea where to find him. So now its just a waiting game to see what happens from here, I hate waiting. BUT the good thing out of this is that it has knocked me out of my depression and I'm ready to be happy as me again with or without someone.