procrastinating on a Monday night

Dec 08, 2008 21:45

Things I know or am pretty sure of:
  • I am female
  • I am 21
  • I love my fish more than my bird
  • I feel lonely for no reason
  • Life is perpetual confusion
  • Sometimes there is nothing better than crying for good or bad
  • You can NEVER really know how someone feels
  • What you think today is going to be different than tommorrow
  • I almost ALWAYS misspell the word Tommorrow but I like it so don't correct it
  • there is nothing better than the feeling of being in love and loved back
  • Nothing hurts more than loving someone and them NOT loving you back or just randomly deciding that they don't love you anymore.
  • I don't know what really happened when I was little.
  • I am scared of being alone, not like I need to be in a relationship, but physically alone.
  • I have trained myself not to think too much, because when I think, it can be like flushing the toilet and I scare myself of the thoughts I have.
  • If you fake something enough you begin to believe or feel it yourself.
  • I am naive in the sense that I want to have faith in the world and believe there is still good in it and that I can trust it.
  • I am way too loyal and forgiving. I put up with WAY more shit than I should i.e. drugs, verbal abuse, lieing, etc.
  • I used to be a bitch, well maybe not used to be but I am NOWHERE near what I used to be
  • I struggle reading for meaning, if I read it and only read it, I forget it...no matter what I do (take notes, highlight, etc...nothing helps)
  • I love my feet
  • It is scary how fast time goes by
  • fuck off
  • In my head things are hilarious
  • i would make more at Arby's than I would teaching
  • EVERYTHING happens for a reason, but you decide what you will do with it and what happens next
  • I am a Professional Procrastinator
  • I would rather be happy than rich any day
  • No one can save the world on there own, but that is no reason to stop trying through Acts of Random Kindness
  • My dad will never make the effort to reconcile our relationship and I will never forgive him for not even trying and loving and being a father to her and not me
  • Driving in the snow is scary
  • If I could have ANY car I would want a Chevy SSR
  • I like men more than women, in every way
  • I want a Kawasaki like the one my dad promised me
  • pasta is flamable
  • my room is freezing
  • Maybe one person will read this list and I'm sure to be shocked if they read the whole thing
  • Penguins are awesome
  • I can't stand to be touched, so if you are one of the few who's touch I can stand feel special, there aren't many of you
  • Skin on skin is an amazing feeling if you can stand the touch
  • I love my bed
  • I should be doing something productive
  • I like even numbers and in my head 9 is an even number
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That is all for now because I have gotten bored and realized I have stayed up for nothing...
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