Things I know or am pretty sure of:
- I am female
- I am 21
- I love my fish more than my bird
- I feel lonely for no reason
- Life is perpetual confusion
- Sometimes there is nothing better than crying for good or bad
- You can NEVER really know how someone feels
- What you think today is going to be different than tommorrow
- I almost ALWAYS misspell the word Tommorrow but I like it so don't correct it
- there is nothing better than the feeling of being in love and loved back
- Nothing hurts more than loving someone and them NOT loving you back or just randomly deciding that they don't love you anymore.
- I don't know what really happened when I was little.
- I am scared of being alone, not like I need to be in a relationship, but physically alone.
- I have trained myself not to think too much, because when I think, it can be like flushing the toilet and I scare myself of the thoughts I have.
- If you fake something enough you begin to believe or feel it yourself.
- I am naive in the sense that I want to have faith in the world and believe there is still good in it and that I can trust it.
- I am way too loyal and forgiving. I put up with WAY more shit than I should i.e. drugs, verbal abuse, lieing, etc.
- I used to be a bitch, well maybe not used to be but I am NOWHERE near what I used to be
- I struggle reading for meaning, if I read it and only read it, I forget it...no matter what I do (take notes, highlight, etc...nothing helps)
- I love my feet
- It is scary how fast time goes by
- fuck off
- In my head things are hilarious
- i would make more at Arby's than I would teaching
- EVERYTHING happens for a reason, but you decide what you will do with it and what happens next
- I am a Professional Procrastinator
- I would rather be happy than rich any day
- No one can save the world on there own, but that is no reason to stop trying through Acts of Random Kindness
- My dad will never make the effort to reconcile our relationship and I will never forgive him for not even trying and loving and being a father to her and not me
- Driving in the snow is scary
- If I could have ANY car I would want a Chevy SSR
- I like men more than women, in every way
- I want a Kawasaki like the one my dad promised me
- pasta is flamable
- my room is freezing
- Maybe one person will read this list and I'm sure to be shocked if they read the whole thing
- Penguins are awesome
- I can't stand to be touched, so if you are one of the few who's touch I can stand feel special, there aren't many of you
- Skin on skin is an amazing feeling if you can stand the touch
- I love my bed
- I should be doing something productive
- I like even numbers and in my head 9 is an even number
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That is all for now because I have gotten bored and realized I have stayed up for nothing...