oh life, you constantly surprise me!
well let's see...lifes just about hit rock bottom right now. so much stuff going on. after all that other stuff. my baby died. they found out that my beautiful baby strangled & died. my beautiful baby girl died. she was a week off of being born & she didnt make it. the memorial service was wednesday so i went home tuesday & came back thursday. wednesday was probably the worst day of my life. i am so mad & upset right now...i hate God. i dont understand why this happened, it wasnt like she was only a few months along. & now shes gone & poor evie doesnt have a baby sister. it's been so hard & yah. i had someone tell me basically that i have other nieces & so i should get over it. i dont think thats what they meant but it came out that way. yah how nice. no one knows what to say so they say everything & thats just worse. jsut say im sorry & give me a hug. better yet, just give me the damn hug!! ill take lots of hugs...from anyone. thats about all anyone should try to do now. talk is cheap & stupid. i thank the people that havent talked much...you know who you are:) but overall it's just been really rough.