Jan 18, 2005 18:45
wow...havent updated in a while. probably a good thing actually since i dont really know what to say. but perhaps, i never really did. theres too much to say & too little words to say it. everything has just gone crashing down & is beyond repair. oh to be little again when things seemed simple...not that they were, but just that they seemed that way. but i cant go back, & i cant change things. must go but must leave something...it just kinda hit me...not really sure why the heck it did, but it did.
It's excruciating
I know you need to know where we stand
Is there harm in waiting?
Is this my only chance to take your hand?
Chorus:
I'm torn in two
By what I should
Or should not do
Torn, torn in two
Will you wait for me
If I run from you
I really must confess
It feels like there's a war in me
I'm drawn to those who offer less
But is this really where I need to be?
Repeat Chorus
Bridge:
Over this I'm loosing rest
I can't bear to turn away
If I try to second guess
Oh, I gamble it away
I'm torn