unexpected, unplanned, but not unwanted...
dude, i just realized those three words put together like that...makes me sound like im pregnant. which we all know is NOT true despite what the nurse might think. neway, those words were meant for what happened tonite. between sean & i. he likes me, i like him, we went to the beach today after work, ended up kissing a lot (btw, i think im slipping...getting a little rusty there)...yah...i dont really know what else to say. we arent *going out* but are friends with benefits i guess altho i really dislike that term. & i dont really like the term causal dating cause that almost infers sex for fun & we arent about that at all. we're just a guy & a girl that like to cuddle & kiss & have fun together...& im happy once again. i feel complete once again...bc what i missed most i now have back. a guy that cares & will hug me if i need a hug & that i can talk to & hang out with & have fun with. without the intensity of having to say i love u & not really meaning it all the time, without the intensity of feeling like i cant do anything bc of what he might think. i feel that he might actually know me as more of a person...like me...hard to explain but i tried:) so yah, actually, this could work out nicely...& i guess if it doesnt, its ok, i still would want to be friends. so yah, im happy...very very happy...