squash, guatamala, & fried ice cream
ive been denying it for the past 5/6 years. its time for me to face up to whats been brewing that i can no longer deny. i like chris. i know, i know, i know...but i think i do. its odd, i liked him in 8th grade but then when everyone said we were gunna get married & whatnot, i made myself not like him & for the past few years, ive been telling myself that hes just my best guy friend. but now im wondering if there isnt more...if i really do like him. the only sad thing is, does he like me? there was a time...but that was sooooo long ago. what if what happened to both of us this year happened the way it did for a reason? *sigh* life is such a strange & fun thing. i dont know much about it but i do believe that i am really in love with chris...& im not sure how i feel about it. happy bc im finally admitting it, sad bc i dunno if its reciprocated, & highly amused by it all.