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STUPIDO TROIA!! TOOPOMNO SEEKA!! im so annoyed i dunno what language to speak! im so freakin annoyed with my ex & his trying to get me to feel sorry for him...& with her trying to be friends with me/all my friends that dont like 'er! hello! y do I feel like that bad guy? hes the bastard that left me for her...as someone nicely said: "lets just say, tammys got different boundaries than carey has." "u mean like lack thereof?" yah...so basically, shes a slut & hes a manwhore. cept itd be more of a boywhore. u know what? before august 16, if they have sex, its technically illegal cause shes over 18 & hes not 16...not even age of consent. mwahahaha...that could be interesting. but no, im not mad. i feel a little sorry for him but not a lot. i mean, he chose what was more important. he says not a day goes by in which hes doesnt kick himself for not making things go more smoothly. well not a day goes by that i dont remember our relationship...not a day goes by that i dont wish i had him back...not a day goes by that im not sad...& not a day goes by that i dont wish i had never fallen in love. other ppl havent really noticed my change; xcept that ppl at work say im more quiet. but for me, i get more annoyed a lot...im sad much more...& i dont laugh as much as i did. & my eyes are different too...im prolly the only one who notices. but theres this darker blue in them now that used to not be there...i used to have clear blue eyes now they are blue with dark blue lines. *sigh* melody said im ok like this for 6 months. so i guess on what couldve been our year anniversary, i shall start to feel better. ive just gotta keep myself busy with work, school, & my friends. all of which btw, are taking my side & have little or nothing to do with him/her. but hey, to quote, they cant have their cake & eat it too.