lonely
I'm not sure what to think anymore. I leave in less than 5 weeks for five months, and it seems im doing the same shit everyday and everyone saying they wanna hang out and we never do.
as much as i love my friends to death im slowly losing faith in a lot of them. I miss having a boyfriend, but i dont miss the unhealthy part of the relationship. I miss the guy i fell in love with 2 years ago, but obviously he changed for the worse and we could never find a happy medium. He changed so much and i couldnt handle it anymore.
I need a nice guy who wont ditch me. ughhhhh.
anyways...I'm done bitching now.
as much as i love my friends to death im slowly losing faith in a lot of them. I miss having a boyfriend, but i dont miss the unhealthy part of the relationship. I miss the guy i fell in love with 2 years ago, but obviously he changed for the worse and we could never find a happy medium. He changed so much and i couldnt handle it anymore.
I need a nice guy who wont ditch me. ughhhhh.
anyways...I'm done bitching now.