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I'm glad school is almost over. I'll be glad that I won't have to take Pre-Calculus anymore. It is the one of the most pointless classes that I have taken thus far. And yet it makes me feel so small. I have always done well with class and now, my thinking that school is a place to learn is shot to hell because now, its just a place to be given a book and told to teach yourself. I have such high expectations for myself and to see that slipping away, I don't know what to do. I'm lost and want someone to find me. I want to tell someone everything that has been going on, but there isn't anyone that I can truly trust. I gave up on trusting others. I gave up on caring. The only "freedom" I find is when I'm driving fast with no place to go. Then again, I scare myself that I'll become reckless and screw up myy life. I want to disappear.