I want to be young

Dec 07, 2006 09:52

So I was definately Checking out Ginas Myspace, I saw pictures from last year at the end of the year. Saw Me and her In chorus after she was already out of classes. It got me thinking... Theres only so much time left. Only SO much time for me to have to Check in  or anything like that with my parents. Last time Ill have to take home Permission slips Last time Ill actually look forward to only Week-long Christmas breaks. Last time Ill have to look forward to Late Arrivals. I dont know what to think. Im excited dont get me wrong, but Im scared. Ive never been more scared, more insecure. Its all happening SO FAST. I blinked and now its December, we have two and a half weeks untill Christmas break, My last high school christmas break. Ive had my last high school thanksgiving and halloween!

Whats going to happen to all my friends? Everyone says the ones that matter will stay close to you forever. Well I want the ones that matter a little. People who I will probobly never see after I graduate. People who I deserve to have as friends. Ive moved once two years ago. And I barely talk to anyone from SV. What if that happens this time? I Dont want it to. I want too much...

Wow talk about being Emo... ew...

Lets make this happy, Oh btw Im in tech for cinderella at school house... GO SEE IT!

and Im stage managing the one acts and auditions are next week!

We got our districts music!
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