Nervous

Jan 29, 2013 21:45

I am so nervous. I am taking prednizone for my 13 day cold now, and although it is helping it is making me very anxious, which the doctor said it would. I don't want to sleep, and it's almost 10:00. Rich is already sleeping because he wakes up at 6:00 for work. I am nervous about my upcoming auditions. I don't really expept to get in, but if I did it would probably mess up a lot of things going on in my life. Like I'd have to maybe leave my job if I couldn't get a leave up absence and even if I could get one,I'd probably have to live off loans for like 2 years. I didn't practice today. I had a lesson Sunday during which I played awfully because I was sick still, and then last night I had orchestra which helped my accuracy, but I need to practice/listen to the music because I kept getting lost. Tomorrow I have therapy and then I have to practice. There are only 13 Days until the NEC audition and then four more days after that are the Boston Conservatory auditions.
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