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...and now i feel like an idiot.
i know whats real, but i don' t know whats true anymore.
if anything.
im just pissed, because:
i hate my design class.
im surrounded by a huge mess, which i will probably end up cleaning all by myself.
i don't know what anyone means by anything that they say.
i don't know how to prevent anything bad from happening.
i don't know what is even preventable!
i can talk to people, but i don't know how to communicate. and when i think i am communicating, usually there is still a 50% chance the other person has no idea what i actually MEAN.
-why is this?
---i don't know how to figure out the answer to that question.
-----i don't even know if an answer exists.
girl talk and wolf eyes is sold out.
my period went away, then CAME RIGHT ON BACK. (sorry, gross.)
there is no food in the house.
i have no money.
-i have no job
---i have no TIME for a job.
i have horrible dreams every single night now.
there are too many things, and not enough time.
-i always get inspired by other things when the only thing i have time to do is school work
---i want to learn some THINGS, not just art-skills.
-----i despise regular schooling.
--------i don't have enough time to read.
etc.
i hope i'll be in a better mood...tomorrow.
i know whats real, but i don' t know whats true anymore.
if anything.
im just pissed, because:
i hate my design class.
im surrounded by a huge mess, which i will probably end up cleaning all by myself.
i don't know what anyone means by anything that they say.
i don't know how to prevent anything bad from happening.
i don't know what is even preventable!
i can talk to people, but i don't know how to communicate. and when i think i am communicating, usually there is still a 50% chance the other person has no idea what i actually MEAN.
-why is this?
---i don't know how to figure out the answer to that question.
-----i don't even know if an answer exists.
girl talk and wolf eyes is sold out.
my period went away, then CAME RIGHT ON BACK. (sorry, gross.)
there is no food in the house.
i have no money.
-i have no job
---i have no TIME for a job.
i have horrible dreams every single night now.
there are too many things, and not enough time.
-i always get inspired by other things when the only thing i have time to do is school work
---i want to learn some THINGS, not just art-skills.
-----i despise regular schooling.
--------i don't have enough time to read.
etc.
i hope i'll be in a better mood...tomorrow.