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Today was glorious the sun was bright and despite me baking in my black/brown clothes i felt good.A sudden joy filled me up (imagine going for a sandwich and having an epiphany) I felt BEAUTIFUL I didn't need anyone to valodate me, I felt in control, and I no longer have hang ups about paul's girlfriend, in fact I'm happy for him genuinely,I just feel so good, and happy and glorious I think I'll have no problem going to sleep, maybe because the end of school is nigh, or that coursework is over and done with, but I feel good ^_^ well I'm cured for now and noone can make me feel down ever again,well for now,I feel so happy I could fly. And its not beacause of any drugs or anything! I resisted the bottle o' rum last nite! ^_^ go me 5 weeks sober and clean!