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After our meeting with Mr Giles, Wes said he would bring me home. I knew I could find some stuff on the web, atleast I thought I could, I just needed to get to my computer. I think Wes just wanted to get me home cause he could tell that I was not that comfortable with Giles. I know I should be, my grandfather adored him, but the man makes me feel like I am the two bit hooker I once was.
Mind you I only did that for two weeks, the two weeks before Wesley and he found me in the hotel beaten and terrified, but I just couldn't shake the feeling thats all he thought of me. Wesley knows different, atleast he says he does, I mean he did make love to me. I just hope that it wasn't pity sex. I guess when we get back to the house I can talk to him about all of this.
I don't know how well the conversation will go, I mean will he have come to his senses, or will he really want to have more with me than just training me in what my grandfather couldn't. I guess in the long run it all doesn't matter. I could do what I have always done, I could pack my things and run, but knowing my luck they would just find me again.
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Mind you I only did that for two weeks, the two weeks before Wesley and he found me in the hotel beaten and terrified, but I just couldn't shake the feeling thats all he thought of me. Wesley knows different, atleast he says he does, I mean he did make love to me. I just hope that it wasn't pity sex. I guess when we get back to the house I can talk to him about all of this.
I don't know how well the conversation will go, I mean will he have come to his senses, or will he really want to have more with me than just training me in what my grandfather couldn't. I guess in the long run it all doesn't matter. I could do what I have always done, I could pack my things and run, but knowing my luck they would just find me again.
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