.....much ado about nothing....

Mar 02, 2005 19:17

Is it good when u talk to someone u trust to get things off ur mind, and they twist it to make u think about more of the same kind of crap u didn't want on ur mind in the first place? I talked to Coach D to get some things off my chest about whats going on with Jay, and me, and me and jay. She got me thinking about things that i have never given much thought about cuz i never figured that me and jay would get that serious. I dunno..i guess its all just a long, drawn out confusing delema. I dont know what i'm gonna do. I don't even know where to start when i think about it. I mean I would LUV to have something to do with Zach, cuz I like babies, and i luv jay and i would do nething i needed to do for him. I guess i'll just have to see how things play out the next couple of months. Things have been good with me and jay. No complaints here.

2 day was sooo unfair. we went to UIL concert and sightreading contest in hamilton 2day, and we got a 2,2,2 on stage and a 2,2,3 in the sight reading room. WE deserved a 1st division, i thought, on our stage performace cuz we didn't screw up and fall apart like we've been doing @ rehearsal lately. I guess things could have been worse considering the stipulations that faced us this last week, and everything we had to over come. I thought we were gonna get a 1 in the sightreading room cuz we did REALLY well until we got to the measure where the BIG key change was. I know i missed a couple of notes in the first few measures but i caught it and finished it rite, but some ppl missed the whole key the whole time so it cost us a degrading, but over we did well. My mom, dad and sister went to the contest. I think its weird that now that i'm in high school my parents wanna do more stuff with me, and actually try to be involved in my life. I guess its the fact that i'm gonna be grown and moving out and going away to college soon and they wanna hold on to all the time they have left with me here, cuz as soon as i leave, i'm not coming back. I dunno...its just odd that they suddenly wanna be all involved. It's kinda nice tho, cuz i kinda wanted them around for everything my whole life, but with their crazy work schedual they never could get off to come to nething that was important to me. I guess its better late than never

Well...i gotta get to school early 2morrow too to take a geometry test that i didn't take 2day, that means i need all the rest i can get if i have to get up and then do MATH!! AHHHHHH!!! well...good nite. until next time...
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