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I know this contridicts my earlier entry but theres somethings i gotta get off my chest, and some things i want people to know.
First off 2 Jay, I luv u sooo much. U have taught me many lessons that i'm going to carry with me forever. The main one that i wanna let u know about is...Love isn't about finding the perfect person, its about learning how to see an imperfect person perfectly. I know that u aren't perfect and u have ur issues but soo do i. I'm not perfect either. But baby the way i see u, ur the most perfect person, and i am sooo glad that i have u with me. U make me soo very happy. I'm sorry for overreacting and suspecting things between u and kristy. I know now that they aren't true, and i'm sorry that i broke our bond of trust. I think i was just afraid of getting hurt again, and i don't want to be hurt again, especially not by u. I'm sorry for everything. Baby i luv u more than u know. And i believe u when u say that u luv me not her. I really do. That is the full truth.
To Ally- Ally I luv u soo much gurl. I would be lost without u. U r always there to listen to me when i'm having problems and to help me get thru them. without u i would just be another lost person out there spilling their heart into cyberspace. I know that since I've been involved with different things and different people than u r, there hasn't been alot of time for us to just hang out and do the things that we used to do. but i'm working to change that becuz i don't want NETHING to come between our friendship nemore.
to Jennifer- Gurl ur my best friend in the whole wide world. U've been there for me thru thick and thin, and u prolly couldn't even tell. I know that i haven't talked to u and been there like i have been in the past and i am sorry for that. I have let stupid things come between us that i know i shouldn't have. I luv u tho Jenny. We've been friends pretty much since diapers, and i'm not about to let that go.
I just wanna say to all of u that in some faint or fashion u have all been neglected by me, and i just want yall to know that thats about to change becuz i'm about to change.
First off 2 Jay, I luv u sooo much. U have taught me many lessons that i'm going to carry with me forever. The main one that i wanna let u know about is...Love isn't about finding the perfect person, its about learning how to see an imperfect person perfectly. I know that u aren't perfect and u have ur issues but soo do i. I'm not perfect either. But baby the way i see u, ur the most perfect person, and i am sooo glad that i have u with me. U make me soo very happy. I'm sorry for overreacting and suspecting things between u and kristy. I know now that they aren't true, and i'm sorry that i broke our bond of trust. I think i was just afraid of getting hurt again, and i don't want to be hurt again, especially not by u. I'm sorry for everything. Baby i luv u more than u know. And i believe u when u say that u luv me not her. I really do. That is the full truth.
To Ally- Ally I luv u soo much gurl. I would be lost without u. U r always there to listen to me when i'm having problems and to help me get thru them. without u i would just be another lost person out there spilling their heart into cyberspace. I know that since I've been involved with different things and different people than u r, there hasn't been alot of time for us to just hang out and do the things that we used to do. but i'm working to change that becuz i don't want NETHING to come between our friendship nemore.
to Jennifer- Gurl ur my best friend in the whole wide world. U've been there for me thru thick and thin, and u prolly couldn't even tell. I know that i haven't talked to u and been there like i have been in the past and i am sorry for that. I have let stupid things come between us that i know i shouldn't have. I luv u tho Jenny. We've been friends pretty much since diapers, and i'm not about to let that go.
I just wanna say to all of u that in some faint or fashion u have all been neglected by me, and i just want yall to know that thats about to change becuz i'm about to change.