total meltdown
i need to stop
that means stop right now
no more
nothing
life just gets worse if i dont stop
i may not know it yet
but it will
you can bet
im gonna try
no more crap
no more junk
just good
im even gonna do it
it will be hard
but im gonna do it
there are hard times ahead
im sure of that
but the struggle through life
must come to an end
im sick of it
everyday
waking up to it
and knowing that nothings gonna change
well today im gonna make it change
the process has begun
starting now
total meltdown starts this summer.
its for sure
and im excited
i cant wait
i really cant
i have this image in my head
well not really an image but yeah
i cant wait till it happens
and i know for sure that this time it will
it will happen
i will look back at this as my motivation
its gonna be great
maybe this summer will even be more than expected
i hope so
i have a feeling its gonna be awesome
and i will have the best time
i know it was horrible in the past
but i just know that since im older
im gonna have a better time
im kinda nervous
but whatever
i will get over it
i cant wait till next year
its gonna be amazing
yeah now im just repeating myself so im gonna go
but yeah
i definitely need to stop
little by little until summer
total meltdown
yeah you probably wont understand
but whatever
its my poem/feeling