sum it all up
man o man what a day. first i wake up late and after i get my shower my boss calls and tells to wait an hour before coming to work. then he calls back later and tells me not to come at all. this is where i begin to celebrate. now i have time to go see my band friends at pre-camp. i got to spend three hours re-living my past marching experiences. it feels so good to do that but also it is hard to do. as i stood there watching my friends play around me i began to feel new emotions. i realized during bread fan that a piece of my life, my heart, was missing and it could never come back. nothing could and never will fill the hole that is left in my heart. i wished that this was not my year to leave. i want to stay and play forever but i am being forced to move on and i don't want to. playing music in that band room gives me such a high that no drug could ever do. i also worry that me being around all the time is an annoyance to my fellow band members. i don't want them to think why doesn't that kid ever move on or leave. it's harder than most think it is, i know some people will feel this way next year too. i'm afraid to come back and have changed while i was in college, and have my friends lose respect for me. i saw it happen to one of my friends and i don't want it to happen to me. i would like to qoute at this time a lyric from the great band Lynyrd Skynyrd from there song Free Bird " If I leave here tomorrow, will you still remember me? " i guess my worse fear is to be forgotten. i hope no one thinks i'm a pansy for writing this. this are some feelings i don't share with everyone if anyone at all. but enough of this emo stuff, it makes me sad.
while i was at pre-camp, i had the honor of singing happy birthday to colin in the musical styling of mariyln monroe. plus logan was in the background playing happy birthday on his violin. boy did that feel gay doing all that while sitting on his lap. but it brought back some good memories, and the look on the freshmans faces was priceless. they had no clue what was going on. just some guy sitting on another guys lap sing like a girl. good times. just so you know that birthday song i sing to people is copywritten so don't copy me. this years show sounds good already, i have a feeling this is going to be another great year for the Davison Marching Band. Go Cards. after band i went to kyle's house for like ten minutes then i had some pizza and went back to kyle's for another hour. what a nice house he lives in and what a nice group of friends i have to hang out with. :) like i'm going to say anything bad to the friends i have. they are my life source, i feed and live off there happiness, plus without them i would have nothing to do on the weekends and making new friends takes to much effort on my part. holy crap i wrote a novel. i hope you all enjoy what i wrote and hope i didn't bore anyone to death. keep in touch. peace up a-town down.
Double G
(god i am so white)
while i was at pre-camp, i had the honor of singing happy birthday to colin in the musical styling of mariyln monroe. plus logan was in the background playing happy birthday on his violin. boy did that feel gay doing all that while sitting on his lap. but it brought back some good memories, and the look on the freshmans faces was priceless. they had no clue what was going on. just some guy sitting on another guys lap sing like a girl. good times. just so you know that birthday song i sing to people is copywritten so don't copy me. this years show sounds good already, i have a feeling this is going to be another great year for the Davison Marching Band. Go Cards. after band i went to kyle's house for like ten minutes then i had some pizza and went back to kyle's for another hour. what a nice house he lives in and what a nice group of friends i have to hang out with. :) like i'm going to say anything bad to the friends i have. they are my life source, i feed and live off there happiness, plus without them i would have nothing to do on the weekends and making new friends takes to much effort on my part. holy crap i wrote a novel. i hope you all enjoy what i wrote and hope i didn't bore anyone to death. keep in touch. peace up a-town down.
Double G
(god i am so white)