happy half-birthday to me

Feb 19, 2006 21:21

i realized that today is my half birthday. so six months ago yesterday i had the best birthday party of my life. but today when i was cleaning out my entire room, i threw all the cards you gave me away along with a lot of other useless junk in my drawers and desk and closet and under bed and on walls. i finally put up all my drama posters/playbills/awards/pictures that id saved since last year, ive been meaning to hang the stuff in a fancy design on my wall for a while so i finally did. i found an old journal i kept (if you count about five scattered every other month entries keeping a journal)but there was one thing that all the entries had in common, they were all depressing. these are from early middle school and i had a ton of acquantinces, but no friends. i never hung out after school or on the weekends. i remember how depressed i used to be. believe it or not, but yeah-i used to be really depressed. im not now, dont get me wrong!!!! i just cant believe how different i am now then i used to be. how much my life has changed. how much i have changed....for good

which just happens to be one of the most inspiring songs from Wicked. For Good - Uses the double meaning of how Elphaba and Glinda have not only changed For Good as in for forever, but changed for good as opposed to bad.
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