Something's been on my mind...
Another entry...this is getting more pathetic as the night goes on...
I was looking at old enteries of friends and it is making me more depressed than nastolgic. Seriously, I'm crying.
I went to change my bio and interests now that I am nuMb3r 1 Lj F@n eva, so I erased my interests and began to write new ones. Then I erased that and kept my old ones. I dont really know why i guess, I think I am afraid of chaging too much. I was a pretty big freak in my LJ hay day, but a least I was happy. Some of those interests are so weird and funny though. Asain boys? I liked Asain boys? Maybe that's why I love Andy Leyder. Not the point. The point is that i am afraid of becoming this different, serious person who is depressed and crys all the time. I don't really know what kind of girl I am, but i don't think I'd ever choose this. I just wanted to keep a reminder of Alliso Mc, #1 cheerleader around.
I am sorry about the depressing, almost too personal entery. Not that anyone is actually reading this... (I'll just pretend)
I was looking at old enteries of friends and it is making me more depressed than nastolgic. Seriously, I'm crying.
I went to change my bio and interests now that I am nuMb3r 1 Lj F@n eva, so I erased my interests and began to write new ones. Then I erased that and kept my old ones. I dont really know why i guess, I think I am afraid of chaging too much. I was a pretty big freak in my LJ hay day, but a least I was happy. Some of those interests are so weird and funny though. Asain boys? I liked Asain boys? Maybe that's why I love Andy Leyder. Not the point. The point is that i am afraid of becoming this different, serious person who is depressed and crys all the time. I don't really know what kind of girl I am, but i don't think I'd ever choose this. I just wanted to keep a reminder of Alliso Mc, #1 cheerleader around.
I am sorry about the depressing, almost too personal entery. Not that anyone is actually reading this... (I'll just pretend)