Charloft Winter Bingo - Committment
Mere admittedly sucked at commitment. She had a bit of a wandering eye and the need to always find something new. Of course, she also had deep seated fears that the person would leave her first. It frankly was something that had been proven a time or two. It all went back to her mother, and growing up seeing Jack, her father, wander from woman to woman, always seeking *something* and never being able to find it.
She’d had a bit of that as well. Her (first) break up with Ash had been messy as hell. Splitting with Deanna had been pretty much hell. She was sure she hadn’t lost her friend, but she had thought she wanted to be with her so BAD when maybe she just wanted to have Dee be better and thought that was the way to make it happen. SHE had been the bad person with Bray and Devon, and she had all but BEGGED Bray to take her back.
But maybe he was with the person he was supposed to be with now, as she was DAMN certain that she was with the person she was supposed to be with. The one, the only (except for maybe the occasional threesome with him and another girl), the forever. She was sure that she had never known something that instantly as she had with her first night with Kevin. He just instantly became…the end all that be all. She was even thinking of already asking him to move in, and THAT was nothing short of a damn miracle in of itself.
She’d had a bit of that as well. Her (first) break up with Ash had been messy as hell. Splitting with Deanna had been pretty much hell. She was sure she hadn’t lost her friend, but she had thought she wanted to be with her so BAD when maybe she just wanted to have Dee be better and thought that was the way to make it happen. SHE had been the bad person with Bray and Devon, and she had all but BEGGED Bray to take her back.
But maybe he was with the person he was supposed to be with now, as she was DAMN certain that she was with the person she was supposed to be with. The one, the only (except for maybe the occasional threesome with him and another girl), the forever. She was sure that she had never known something that instantly as she had with her first night with Kevin. He just instantly became…the end all that be all. She was even thinking of already asking him to move in, and THAT was nothing short of a damn miracle in of itself.