because
you manage to write my emotions to paper (internet) and i can then happily sit back and know that someone has managed to put how i'm feeling in a document and posted it somewhere insignificant, therefore- i've been represented. it's good.
i'm scared.
truth be told, i'm scared. scared of going home. isn't that weird to say? I love it here. really truly love it. bubble and all. i don't want to (just yet) go back to that world of subways and family and rushed plans and dirty snow on the icy sidewalks.
i like my idilyic little room with the campus center 3 minutes away, surounded by my friends. it's so easy. so effortless.
but i miss my family, my home, my city, MY FRIENDS. i miss that nonsense too. the people i've known for so long that they know me better than i do. that's a good feeling to be around.
so i smile. and i'm excited. and i'll be home soon.
i love you.
anna.
i'm scared.
truth be told, i'm scared. scared of going home. isn't that weird to say? I love it here. really truly love it. bubble and all. i don't want to (just yet) go back to that world of subways and family and rushed plans and dirty snow on the icy sidewalks.
i like my idilyic little room with the campus center 3 minutes away, surounded by my friends. it's so easy. so effortless.
but i miss my family, my home, my city, MY FRIENDS. i miss that nonsense too. the people i've known for so long that they know me better than i do. that's a good feeling to be around.
so i smile. and i'm excited. and i'll be home soon.
i love you.
anna.