Jun 20, 2010 16:24
I have this weird built up anger/jealousy for Tricia. I don't mean to. Sometimes it comes out and I'm mean for no reason known to her. I think it's mostly because I have a terrible issue with jealousy. She's going to school, she has two jobs, she has money to spend on dumb shit, she's skinny. I know jealousy is the dumbest fucking feeling a person can have. I'm sure I'll get over it. I've never been jealous of Tricia before. EVER.
I almost got a job. But then I didn't. Home Depot hired me and it was just a big fucking mess because I don't have a birth certificate. My mom thought she had one so I waited around for her all day. She didn't. So the woman at Home Depot was like sorry, but we have a time limit. I really didn't want to work at Home Depot anyway, but I could really use an income.
I'm down to my last five dollars and my almost two hundred dollar car insurance is being taken out of my bank account tomorrow. Nice. I also need to fill some prescriptions and I was thinking about getting some gas. Maybe paying my phone bill. Not happening. My phone's gonna get shut off soon.
David wants me to go to NYC this weekend for the Pride Parade. I want to go SO BAD, buuuuut a train ticket.... OMG.