Just me being pensive. :)

Mar 07, 2005 20:51

    In theatre we started watching Nicholas Nickleby, and my God, what an amazing movie. I mean, the story in itself isn't astounding, but the acting and doing and watching is just so engaging! Fantastic. It's one of those movies that makes you gasp outloud, along with everyone else. Ah, gosh, it's just SO GOOD!! You guys really ought to see it.

Oooh! Hey! Idea! Anyone up for a movie marathon? We could pick some really really awesome movies (like Donnie Darko, Nicholas Nickleby, etc.) and do something for my very late birthday party! I love getting together with all my different friends, and you wouldn't bring presents or anything, just get together. :) I don't really ever get to do anything with my friends. :P BUT THOSE DAYS HAVE COME TO AN END! In fact, I've been thinking... (*arrow points to next paragraph*)

Looking back 2 or 3 months, maybe even 1, I see a totally different person than who I am now. I really am blooming, and it makes me feel beautiful. :) I've been working really hard to do what I love to do, experiencing the whole 'self-exploration' thing, and trying to feel as good about me on the outside as I do on the inside. This has been such a completely astounding transformation in me lately, and I'm totally jazzed about it. No more depression, no more isolation, just me. Now it's just me... not that there's anything simple about it, haha.

If any of you ever have a moment free, I'd really love it if you called me up and just did something with me. I'll do whatever you want to do; hike, dance to Cats music, draw, watch inspirational movies, or marvel on the fabulous Wicked (that was for both Lily AND Stephen) and I can tell you right now I'd love every minute of it. :) Thanks to you all for being so kind, open, and compassionate to me through this whole weird Pink thing, and uber thanks to Lily for the fantastic Wicked CD, that I've already blasted on my player. ;D

Love and most definitely hugs to all,

Anna
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