Change of Pace

[banannasplitt]

    I've decided that, instead of writing about what I'm doing, I'll write about what I'm feeling. It just seems so much more real. And I want you guys to know me, not think you might have an idea as to what I'm like, so being real right now is what I'm looking for.

Life right now is pretty good. There's hardly any

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[gaian_templar]

I would love to see you in a midriff ^_^!

Well, my dear, being real can be a very good thing, especially when life seems to be going right, or, in the pink.
I love you very much, but I don't know if it's the kind of love you're looking for. I think perhaps the kind of love you seek is the kind that happens to so few, not quite 'fantasy' love, but the kind of love that makes you feel real. I honestly can't think of anything off the top of my head about you that isn't to like, or love. Your sweet, cute, beautiful, talented, smart, and a good friend. And no one can blame you for wanting. One can only be blamed for what they want.
I think the best thing for you right now is to look inside yourself, and find what it is that you don't like or love about yourself. If you find whatever it is, perhaps you'll be able to find peace with yourself, and maybe then you'll find the love you so deserately seek. You can't change the past, but you can change as you grow. Never forget that.
This past week that I've had off of school, I've been learning more about my self, and I'm realizing things that I've never thought of before. I think I know what's wrong with me, and I think I'm starting to heal.
You need to love yourself, Anna.
You need to find your own light. I can see it, and I always have been able to.
So don't doubt yourself. Look inside your mind, your heart or soul, and I think you'll find what you're looking for.